19 dec 2008

finally can online already...
have been so many days cant online at ss2...now finally it is working...
haha:)
but tomorrow i going to back JB la...
that means...it is meaningless...haiz haiz....:p
i have so many things need to upload to my blog...hehe....

Firstly, it is about my birthday...
thanks for my friends...
thanks for u all blesses and presents...
i love it very much...

First present i received from cheau yee....
it made in Germany....shiny shiny one...so cute...
oversea product some more....
after this is my little pinky piggy....
haha....
from ivan, siew kian and kok haur...
it is so cute....but too fat already...:p
opps...forgot to take its little tail...coz it is cute as well....:p


erm...
after this...is the present my housemate la...
cute puzzle....aaron gave me one....
so lovely....(dunno how to describe already....)
my horoscope sign also....thanks:)
i love this one....



my housemate also celebrated my birthday at our "new" house...
with 4 pieces of secret recipe cake....

after that, on my birthday....
me, calvin, cheau yee and ke xin went to "delicious" at bangsar...
so, clavin and ke xin gave me this cute cute... "roti man"???
haha....

they also bought a birthday cake for me...
(ps: i choose this cake by my own....:p if not...i dunno how many chocolate cakes i have to eat...)

17 dem

ohh my...
why my house still cant online???
I have a lot photos need to upload...haha:)
already 17 december...
next week 25 dec will be Christmas la....
merry christmas to everyone...
waiting for streamyx at house...hopefully will be done by today...

杂技 - 卫兰

杂技 - 卫兰

作曲：雷颂德 填词：林夕 编曲：雷颂德


当我靠近　脸上尽是密云
傻人都知一心对我降温
你在回避我亲近　没疑问
最后悔　试过故意对你倍加关心
谁知你竟会抗拒我的慰问
彷彿尴尬地撞到路人　我这样笨

只想见你但是尽量合群
明明相交不深我也上心
你良朋像我兄弟 没遗憾
最重要　我试过说偶尔也想单身
提醒你不会背上太多责任
委屈到这样造作
只想博到同情与好感

我不怕　死心不息爱你
表演讨好的杂技
不惜更改性格都想配合你
施展魔鬼的妩媚
加起修女庄严难以令你在意得到转机
然后我　假装潇洒对你
偷欢偷不到妒忌
花心痴心竟然同样不震撼你
哭泣表演可怜你嫌弃
大概正中你厌恶的禁忌
难道要我说我爱到想死
威胁若拒绝我便逼死你
又怕越快被你抛弃

猜想你最近在服侍别人
仍然一声不响免太贴身
斗命长亦斗宽大　只要忍
冷待我　也要勉强对你笑得开心
如果不想答我永远不会问
小心到以为能够
得到报答垂怜我苦心

我不怕　死心不息爱你
表演讨好的杂技
不惜更改性格都想配合你
施展魔鬼的妩媚
加起修女庄严难以令你在意得到转机
然后我　假装潇洒对你
偷欢偷不到妒忌
花心痴心竟然同样不震撼你
哭泣表演可怜你嫌弃
大概正中你厌恶的禁忌
难道要我说我爱到想死
威胁若拒绝我便逼死你
无非要　要争一口气

:p...38+ing (25/11/08)

Haha:)
u know what i am thinking??
i was thinking count down my birthday...
how 38 i am...wahaha:)

anyway, 1 more day to meet my supervisor, but now i dunno what should i do...
so what i going to present to her??

2 days to pay the rental fee and starting moving my things to the "new" place...
but i didnt pack anything yet...how ah?? Haha:)

16 days to go,that is before 12 December need to submit progress report...
so what should i write inside that???
erm.....so hard to think...

5 more days to step inside december...last month in 2008...
what have i done for this whole year??
haiz...seen like doing nothing....ahaha:)
except doing 38 things...

1 more month to go and will step into new semester...
i havent contact with lecturer about the tutor classes yet...wahaha:)
apa la...
just checked the schedule and also the lecturer who are going to teach next semester...
i suddenly blank...
haha:) i think i will need find my colleagues for short talk tmr...wahaha:)
anyway...handle back own subject is better lor...

seem like all the things coming soon...
but...seem nope as well...
coz...all those still have time to settle up...

haha:) all seem like scary movie...
gathering all scary part from other movies...but in the end...
Funny...

worth or not?? 19/11/08

These few days, actually quite pek chek with my house rental problem...
haiz...
to the housemate and also house owner...
i also really dunno worth or not....
these the problem...
i still remember what my friend said during dinner...
she said we only know argue with housemate but not house owner...
i was thinking...the problem is i am not the person in charge to contact with owner...
but if i am the person in charge i also wont do that...
i still will politely settle all those problem...
coz this problem is not my problem only...
it is our housemates problem...
so everything cant reaction with own feeling and decision...
it brings consequences...
even though argue with housemate...
it also brings consequences...
but it only will directly effect on me...
not for other...
that the point...so i need to pay lor...haiz...

Dare to complaint.... also need to responsible on it...
like what i did for IPS...
i complaint on IPS...but all will be recorded down lor...
that what i need to face and responsible lor...

i did complaint for many things...
so...I really do not think that is fun....
especially something really close to urself...
for example IPS...i still as a postgrad student...
so it didnt bring much benefits on it....
seriously need to think carefully what consequences need to face on....
but sometime...really...human being...cant fight with emotion and proud...
so that the reason i complaint as well....

worth or not??
i also dunno...
like that stupid housemate...
she also did the same thing...
never feel that she is wrong...
so what for actually??
this kind of person, she owned a very thick face...
haha:)
next time u all wanna rent room for her...
better think twice...
wahaha:)

16Nov...

Today is sunday...
apa la...sure everyone know 16 nov is sunday...
what so special??
haha:)
actually nothing special...just another sunday which i came back from JB.
yeah...i went back home during weekend la...


Here is my lovely cake and red egg...
why it looks like...someone baby which just born after one month....
haha:)

anyway, i went back home for my birthday...
so another thing is... i not born in nov...but december...

Haha:)
So happy back home lor....thanks for my parent and my brother, sister....

3nov

刚刚看完藤井树的“学伴苏菲亚”。。。
简单的故事。。。不够还真的佩服他形容他人的方法~~
还有形容情景的内涵~~
很容易让人进入情景！
这故事，感觉上有点。。。
哈哈~~
可能，如果拿来当饭后甜点，小食。可能是不错的选择~~
没有什么特别咯~~
还有由他写的四本书等着我~~加油咯~~

然后呢，我跟着朋友去看戏啦~~
看了"The Vampire Who Admires Me"...
可是它的华语名却是“有隻僵屍暗戀你”。
有些。。。奇怪~~

photo from http://gsc.com.my/

这部戏有点点~~~
有时部茶余饭后，无聊没事，看来笑笑娱乐自己的影片~~
其他的不想介绍~~
不过，真的吓人的效果很不错~~
故事题材就稍微有点旧了些~~
哈哈~~

4 nov 2008

Another rushing homework day...
:p
i still doing my homework, coz tmr need to meet supervisor...
haiz...why i am so lazy...last minutes work....
but i am trying to be better...
i didnt feel i am rushing today, because today i just polish up my work before hand up...
haha:)

last few days, I saw my friend's blog...
he was writing something about our secondary school matters...
feel touch...because he still remember me...
another friend told me about this blog...
yup...we are in the list...
but last few weeks, I tried to contact him but I cant reach...
Don't know what happening...
he has changed his phone number without telling me?? or i simply blur blur forgot about that...(quite possible..)
anyway...wish him all the best for his future...
so glad to have u all to be my friend...
cheer....

thoth tarot deck

haha:)
today...i make a decision...
went to KLCC and buy my tarot card...
wahaha:)
i keep on feel that, i should have that card...
I think i am too crazy about tarot already...
should have a stop or rest on it...
but really dunno why...i couldnt resisted it...
so i decided to buy it...
then i lost at KLCC...wahaha:)
but luckily i still found Kinokuniya book store...
anyway, that card is rm2 more expensive than mph one...(i searched the price online :P)
but...the only place i can found this card is Kinokuniya...
Haiz....
so no choice la...


again...this is another classic tarot card...
this tarot is consider as advance learner card...
it is really difficult to get understand on the card meaning...
until now...i still blur....
it is included astrological symbols and meaning...
I guess here also including some mythological graphic...
wahaha:)
pening...
these few months, i guess i wont have another tarot deck until i am really can managed it...
sob sob....

31/10/2008

haiz...
sick for 3 days already...
today finally recovered 80%...
wont feel so sleepy and also can breathe easily...
haha:)

feel boring....i am sitting on my chair and facing my laptop now...
and start thinking some silly questions....
haha:)

i just realized that..i trapped...
i trapped inside a circle...
my life is keeping on recycling....
what happened before, it is happened again...
haiz...

but this time, i tried to relax a bit...
try to do not think that much...
i know i still the same...i just trying to avoid this kind of bad thinking...
but it do cause me a lot of energy...
haha:)

my moon at cancer...it show my thinking is hyper sensitive and deep inside my heart is desperately need more caring...
but i am Sagittarius...need freedom and independent...
haha:) contradicting my moon...
haiz... it makes me... so different...

i couldn't accept changing maybe...
I scared when something had changed
but i also scared it was not changes at all....
it means there is no improvement....

dun u all think what u done on me...
i wont feels it...
even small little thing i also can sense it...
as long as i am not blur during that time....:p

I know some of you treat me differently maybe...
I know some of you showing off in front of me...
I know some of you wish to show ur concern about me lately...
I know some of you are different already...
But i think i will keep it on my heart...
dun wish to say it out...
coz i feel bored when facing and discussing this kind of problem...
there is no conclusion one...
because all of these...It happened too naturally already...
then i have to make my adjustment according to the situation....
I couldnt ask you to follow my step...
i couldnt ask you to do not change...
i couldnt ask you to continue be friend with me...
I know there are too many person outside are 100 times better than me...
wahaha:)

suddenly it reminded me on the movie "10 promises with my dog".
Try to sit on another person situation and think as what he/she might thinking...
then u will more understanding...
i would like to be one of the person who more understanding...
So i wont be so rude or wont be so selfish...

Gambate to myself...
:)

29/10/08

about the my house problem,
we changed nearly all lock at our place...
then...
ask owner to repair the auto gate door lor...
if not, i think i will moved out lor...

anyway...
yesterday i went out for movie la...wahaha:)
me, aaron and his girlfren ST,
we watched "the house bunny"...

the official website: http://www.thehousebunny.com/

Image from its official website....

This i think can consider as a comedy movie...
quite funny...haha:)
the story start with that main character, Shelley...
She lived in playboy mansion...then her life is free and nothing to worry about...
i think because of this, she a bit blur blur and dunno everything...
haha:)
In her 27 years old birthday, she forced to leave the house because someone set her up...
so she leaves and many funny things happened after that...
this movie, i can say quite many "Sexy" scenes...
haha:)
playboy mansion ma...she also one of the model in that...
so what she know is sexy...
then, i think this story mainly wanna bring out that outer beauty will ended someday...
there are not permanent good looking...
what we need is inner beauty and be ourselves...

28/10/08

Ohh my god....
my housemate has been robbed...
just right outside my house....
how can it be??
as usual, she came back late...
then our house auto gate had broken for quite long time...
then house owner refused to repair it...
haiz...
then this kind of things happened just an hour before...
feel scare...
normally they are late backer...
then usually me will be at home alone lor...
so..since that all stupid fellows get our house key...
dunno what going to happen....

God bless...
hope everything will be just fine....
thanks god....

26 oct

recently...
someone was torturing me...
so sien....
haha:)
ok lar...sharing knowledge is a good things...
but dunno why, i felt that he was show off...
dunno la...
normally, once we found something, the way we share is straight away giving the link or whatever we get...
then he is different...
he will pretending as dunno everything... then asking you the question which he already knew the answer...
haiz...

every person has their own future...
i get well in my exam doesn't mean that i am good...
this i really admit it...
i studied hard and do my best for my exam...
some i really interested with...
i doing my master degree, you also heading to your higher education...
i am also a student and still got lot of things need to learn with...
please stop doing thing like testing me...
i was not fun at all..
you do not need to do such of thing to prove urself are better than me...
nothing to compare with.....
you also have your own future...
just do your best...stop doing nonsense...
i have no times to play such of things with you....

haiz....
god bless.....

24/10/08

dunno what i want to write leh...
nothing special and hope there is no terrible thing will happened...wahaha:)
i am waiting for bathroom to brush teeth and prepare to sleep...
i really dunno why...
nowaday those ppl really...
thick face....
love to take advantage on ppl...
when someone got anything good...then they also want...
so....hate this kind of ppl...


haiz...these few days...i quite blur lor...
(always blur gua...)
haha:)
i nearly forget to clock in...maybe i have start get used my life at UM...
normally the 1st thing i always do at my office is...clock in...
but now...
not longer anymore...
maybe there are too many things i need to do gua...

haha...another story is happened when i was photocopying...
i always forgot...i want to photocopy double sided...
got few times, i forget to reset some more...
those lecturers must be very hated me...wahaha:)

these few days busy on my research...but...no improving...wahaha:)
and another things, i noticed that...
opps....
all my former students love to come my office...
but not to find me... they are visited my office mate...(he is their lecturer)
haha:)
so glad to see them again...

my roommate already become their fren lo...
so nice...
haha:)
haiz....envying ppl at here...
when i look back myself...
i think...i have problem...wahaha:)
i am too difficult to get closer with....
big gap between everyone new and not familiar...
paiseh ya...
this is my personality...
somemore...i got nothing special...
haha....is very normal compare with normal person...
my life got no interesting story...
i am not attractive...
so...i find out, some my fren beside me...
after few weeks, they will getting far away from me..
especially for those feels that, i am interesting and fun...wahaha:)
they surely regret...coz i am not whom they think so...
but sometime really ...disappointing...
when i ready to get closer to them...
they already feel bored on me...haha:)
too slow isnt??
but i still got lot of caring frens...
i appreciated you all always:)

haha:)
anyway....be myself and love myself...
i couldn't become very popular...or very famous? or very attractive...
haha:)
I still is me...no need to think about it...
what i need is appreciated what i having now...
Gambate la...

21/10/08 (havent finish homework nite)

now is 12.10am....21oct already.....
i still editing or correcting my homework...
still no yet want to sleep...but i am a bit...pek chek...
there are so many corrections waiting for me...
haiz...
That why i came here for blogging...
wahaha:)

today i run away from UM at 11am...haha:)
right after i finish my tutorial class from 9am to 10.40am...supposedly this class should be ended by 10am...
but my students...ohh, they couldn't finish that 2 past year questions that i have given...
I really hope them do their revisions well....so that can get a good grade....

After that, aaron and CT suddenly appeared in my office...
they came and find me to pass me the letter from UM to poh yin??(PY, when u saw this pls tell me what should i do for ur letter)
Haha:)
Since they are free, and i need to go TARC for some reason....
so we decided to go setapak and for a "short" lunch with ke xin....

Haha:)
for this trip, I dunno why, actually....applied for part timer at TARC...
And had a short interview with head of the mathematics and statistic department....
(quite long time also...he told me a lot)
(ps: TARC's worker in office is quite...unfriendly..maybe they are too busy)
anyway, they currently no vacancies for me...because their semester have began...
all courses already pointed to someone...
that why...
(aaron said wanna teach at TARC need to "show" them, my english is okay..., i already passed in my "short" conversation with that head... haha:))
but originally i just want to become a marker at there...:"(

after that, ke xin brought us to "sweet desert" for lunch...
and we ordered rice...haha:) desert's house order rice?? sound weird...
anyway, their foods is cheap and quite nice...
worth for the price...(PS: cheau yee's question: that food is worth for the price or delicious?, so the result of that question is I need to differential very clearly...)
unfortunely, i didnt bring my camera...
so i couldnt do as cheau yee does...put a lot of food's photos at here...
anyway...everyone please use ur imagination...wahaha:)

after that, we were trying so hard to presuade ke xin back earlier...
but she doesn't want...haha:) (our mission failed... Haiz...)

after we reach UM, then i immediately took bus 12, and come to ss2...
haha:)
i activated again my bank account...and bank in my saving there....
i owned a new atm card....haiz...extra one card for???
i also dunno...convenient for sure...and lost money definitely...
need to pay rm8 once i get the card leh...aiyoyo...

then hor...sitting inside my room and had a delicious cake( this time can use delicious...coz really nice) which i bought it at secret recipe...
then hor, dinner lor...and pasar malam(pasar malam shopped twice...wahaha:)
my day seem like fully used...
And i finally get the present for wei kin...
wah...bought a lot of present( only 3 in fact :p)
time for christmas(give present ma).. ho ho ho...
for those who are concern...please come and collect...haha:)
thanks:)

囍帖街~~ caller ringtone

Haha:)
if u call me...then u will feel a little bit surprise...
there is no more...."do...do...do..."
yeah...
i bought a caller ring tone...
haha:)
that song called "xi tie jie"

曲目：囍帖街
歌手：谢安琪
作曲：Eric Kwok
填词：黄伟文
编曲：Eric Kwok
监制：Eric Kwok

忘掉种过的花 重新的出发 放弃理想吧
别再看 尘封的喜帖 你正在要搬家
筑得起 人应该接受 都有日倒下
其实没有一种安稳快乐 永远也不差

就似这一区 曾经称得上 美满甲天下
但霎眼 全街的单位 快要住满乌鸦
好景不会与日常在 天梯不可只往上爬
爱的人 没有一生一世吗 大概不需要害怕

忘掉爱过的他 当初的喜帖金箔印着那位他
裱起婚纱照那道墙及一切美丽旧年华 明日同步拆下
忘掉有过的家 小餐枱沙发雪柜及两任红茶
温馨的光境不过借出到期拿回吗 等不到下一代 是吗


忘掉砌过的沙 回忆的堡垒 刹那已倒下
面对这 坟起的荒土 你注定学会潇洒
阶砖不会拒绝磨蚀 窗花不可幽禁落霞
有感情 就会一生一世吗 又再惋惜有用吗

忘掉爱过的他 当初的喜帖金箔印着那位他
裱起婚纱照那道墙及一切美丽旧年华 明日同步拆下
忘掉有过的家 小餐枱沙发雪柜及两任红茶
温馨的光境不过借出到期拿回吗
终须会时辰到 别怕
请放下手里那销匙 好吗


lyric from: http://mp3.sogou.com/geci.so?lyricId=7c87d586748762e6&query=%87%D6%CC%FB%BD%D6

I have a dream...

I have a dream by ABBA

I have a dream, a song to sing
To help me cope with anything
If you see the wonder of a fairy tale
You can take the future even if you fail
I believe in angels
Something good in everything I see
I believe in angels
When I know the time is right for me
I'll cross the stream - I have a dream

I have a dream, a fantasy
To help me through reality
And my destination makes it worth the while
Pushing through the darkness still another mile
I believe in angels
Something good in everything I see
I believe in angels
When I know the time is right for me
I'll cross the stream - I have a dream
I'll cross the stream - I have a dream

I have a dream, a song to sing
To help me cope with anything
If you see the wonder of a fairy tale
You can take the future even if you fail
I believe in angels
Something good in everything I see
I believe in angels
When I know the time is right for me
I'll cross the stream - I have a dream
I'll cross the stream - I have a dream
Lyric from http://www.lyricsfreak.com/a/abba/i+have+a+dream_20002830.html


Above is a song lyric, "I have a dream"...
I know this song because of one movie..."mamma mia"...
is a musical movie...love it...very funny and many lovely songs to listen...
But this movie...i think because they emphasize on music...
so the story line is much more simpler than "dream girl"...
other word, maybe i can say, this movie is because of song...wahaha:)
highly recommend this movie if you do love the musical movie show....

poster from http://www.impawards.com/2008/mamma_mia_ver3.html

Everyone does has their own dream and target to achieve...
Do u?
haha:)
I do have...and i keeping on it...hope i can achieve in someday...
everyday gambate with me ya...
haha:)

1/10/08

These few days, really can feel very strong raya feel at KL...
why i say so?? haha:)
because there was no traffic jam at KL area...
no much people taking bus with me when i went to UM last two days...
raya leh... then??
UM is totally empty... there were not much people was working...
I think this will be continue till friday gua...wahaha:)
Then...
I run away from my office on monday(28/9/08)...
me and aaron went to mid valley...
We watched movie...it called "painted skin" “画皮”。
expected, it was not that nice...
but so far is okay la...:p
very 聊斋style... love story and because of love can die for each other...
and got ghost and as usual...ghost fall in love with human...
then as usual...that ghost died because she wants to save her lover's live...
quite bored, because that movie....i can said was slow...
very slow...
dunno what they want...
official website: http://huapi.ent.sina.com.cn/en/index.html

poster from http://girlspic.blogbus.com/logs/29461226.html



after that, when dinner time, miss foo...was drives her car car...
bring us to PUCHONG...wah...such a far place...
it taken us around 30mins...
but...thanks you for bringing me to such a nice place...
delicious food ma....wahaha:)

then tuesday...
went to mid valley AGAIN!!!!
but this time with our ism head tutor...
Bought a tv dongle oh...hehe...
yeah...can watch tv with my lovely laptop...
haha:)
so yesterday i watched 8TV...
ghost whisper...
i love that...
very interesting story line and each episode got different fresh story...
actually it talking about a woman who can see dead person(ghost)...
and she helping them come across the light(heaven i guess)
it another sense that she helped those person who attached ghost as well la...




These few days, actually i was thinking to make some donation...
donate to which society leh??
i also dunno...
Haha:)

21/9/08

Haiz....
My supervisor going to back soon...
I think next week, I can meet her up d...
so scare...
if she asks me a lot of questions, then i am not able to answer it...
How ah???
getting worries....and dunno what should i do...
even that survey also i think i already finish around 70% lor...
still have 30%....after that, have to check back all the grammar mistake and so on leh...
Haiz...
Am i able to finish it??
with this kind of blur and blur and blur mind...
Haiz...
My god...
before that, because of some matter, i am totally no mood to do anythings...
now better already...but seem like a bit late d...
now still blogging...so u know how worst i am...
haha:)
dunno lor...gambate la...

20-9-08 (tarot gathering)

Today went to the cari Tarot gathering...
haha:)
I met them, all very young...around 20...
I think i am the oldest among them....
haiz...

Normal lor...
i still very quiet in during the gathering session...
wahaha:)

Around 1.30pm i reached, then we having our very first gathering at Gasoline (加油站）
what a ...noise place...
I dislike that place...
very noise and very dark...
i cant suit myself into that place for any tarot session la...
I love bright place to do my tarot reading...
wahaha:)
anyway, as usual, tarot gathering surely need to help ppl do some tarot reading...
I used my new card OH-card to read, and also my rider waite tarot deck...
haha:)
someone had given me some comments on my tarot reading...
Haiz...
He said i dun have strong individual ideals on tarot reading...
wahaha:)
anyway, really thanks for his comments...
he did pointed out my problem...
coz i have get used to read my tarot according their situation...
and giving them some advises to them...
I have no power on prediction...wahaha:)

Other things, i feel in this gathering is...
for those have many experiences, they did have their really strong belief on tarot and how to duel with them...
very very strong!!! till wanna using that to influence people's mind...
for me, i still follow the traditional ways...
I believed that raide waite card have his own meaning and also can have many meanings...
why i said so, because we can based on the original meaning, after that think for suitable explanation to the situation accordingly....
That is how beautiful about the tarot card...
I hope that everyone can uses their own own to describe it and learn it...
It will be fun and you will earn more from it...

Another things i wish to mention here is I did help a person do that tarot reading...
i found out he got some personal problem...(quite serious)
Hope that, he can overcomes all those things very soon...
I think he is a nice boy...
Anyway, i am not really familiar with him, so i couldn't understand why he facing all these...
but i still hope he will be all right...
haha:)
aiya...
life already so suffering...why still searching problems???
Think positively then everything will be just fine...
right??
haha:) I also dunno....

梁静茹 - 我决定

梁静茹 - 我决定

坏习惯 维持好几年
每次 被你伤了 装作没感觉
在一起久了 什麼都随便了
心 就这样慢慢 被忽略

连要回家都看你心情
什麼都是你说了才算
夜凉如水我忽然清醒
体贴还不如一些任性
请让我一个人走路回去　
我说我可以就是可以
你 真的不用表现担心
就省省力气
我决定不再等你决定　
我决定今夜想想自己
我 决定偶尔也试著去 怀疑
是否你的决定我都只能 同意
我不怕 这样的结局
至少 该怎麼做 我自己决定
再如何伤心 都最后一次了
天 在破晓之后 最美丽

同个路口同一片天空
发现我已不会舍不得
在终於释怀的那一刻
找回了久违的快乐
请让我一个人走路回去　
我说我可以就是可以
你 真的不用表现担心
就省省力气
我决定不再等你决定　
我决定不再等待续集
我 决定要在天亮之前 冷静
让所有情节从此冻结在 这里

就让我一个人走路回去　
我说我可以就是可以
你 真的不用表现担心
就省省力气
我决定不再等你 决定
我决定不再等待 续集
我 决定要在天亮之前 告别

(梁静茹) 满满的都是爱

梁静茹 满满的都是爱


Always Open Your Heart 大开天窗

打个结 绑起来 就分不开
靠着你 不小心 就飞起来
去滑翔 去冲浪 让太阳晒
热带鱼统统游过来

只要跟着你 就很放心
放了一百二十颗心
只要想到你就很开心
哦满天都是小星星

满满的都是爱 想不到那么快
遇见你什么都说出来
谁叫我就是爱
爱你的一点点呆
很难不被你打败
满满的都是爱 像香槟满出来
我的爱像气泡飘起来
地球转得很快
心脏快要跳出来 想要逃也逃不开

桃红色 让心情 都好起来
粉水晶 让爱情 都亮起来
敞蓬车 跑得快 昨天拜拜
跟着你现在到未来

只要跟着你 就很放心
二十四小时都不腻
只要想到你 就很开心
哼我最爱的Melody

满满的都是爱 想不到那么快
遇见你什么都说出来
谁叫我就是爱
爱你的一点点呆
很难不被你打败
满满的都是爱 像香槟满出来
我的爱像气泡飘起来
地球转得很快
心脏快要跳出来 想要逃也逃不开

给我彩虹白日梦
甜甜蜜蜜和闹哄哄
打开天空对我说
爱就像蜜蜂嗡嗡嗡 嗡~

满满的都是爱 想不到那么快
遇见你什么都说出来
谁叫我就是爱
爱你的一点点呆
很难不被你打败
满满的都是爱 像香槟满出来
我的爱像气泡飘起来
地球转得很快 心脏快要跳出来
想要逃也逃不开
地球转得很快 心脏快要跳出来
想要逃也逃不开

15/9/08

Actually i really hope someday i can keep anything that i predicted by tarot in some place.
So i can check it on future, see whether how it accurates...haha:)
Anyway, you know la...use tarot to predict, normally is something that maybe dun want ppl know it...
haha:)
so about that, i dun wish to explain or written out how the card show...some maybe i will explain...haha:)
maybe if you want to know, you may go ahead find it out...
but i know, impossible!!! who will so free to find it out...haha:)



This is one of them...i just get it....still fresh...
If you got experiences, then u will noticed that this is about relation...
haha:)

Haiz...
impossible keep on draw until get the card or the thing i want...
anyway...
hope everything will be just fine...
if really bad, then hope it passes away soon....
Gambate la....


请原谅我再次感性两下！哈哈~~
今天有个人问了我！
你羡慕过什么人？通常羡慕一个人都因为那人具有你所没有的！
我想了想，当时回答他的是没有啦！
然后，感觉上其实也有咯！
我好像很羡慕人家有很多好朋友，有疼自己的家人！
我也有很疼我的家人啦！
那好朋友呢？也有啊！
那为什么羡慕人家呢？
可是就真得很羡慕！虽然我自己也是有咯，可是有些时候，不时有人很喜欢听我讲咯！
可能我的故事太沉闷了吧？
还是我的朋友的故事比较精彩！哈哈~~
自己好逊色喔~~
生病的时候也希望有人关心！
还是我太长生病了？哈哈~~
还记得有次，病了3天！哈哈~~
拜六还要去学校的那种！可是。。。还不是这样自己来！
还有坐在那边担心是不是得罪人，陪人讲话！
他就是没有理我病倒死了没有~~
拖到拜一才有好心人在我去看医生~~
也是自己懒啦~~
哈哈~~

虽然说自己有时很糊涂~~
可是真的，有些时候，不能不佩服自己的记忆里！
为什么还记得？
天啊~~
所以不要得罪我~~
我会记得的~~哈哈！！！

就很羡慕别人为什么会有无说不谈的好朋友~
可是我没有~~
算了啦！
这种东西看缘分，对吗？
哈哈~~
加油啦！
不要想太多~~

13/9/08

yeah...tomorrow is mooncake festival.....
i bought a mooncake....
Lavender oh....maybe u all will feel weird...mooncake only ma...
that brand is Lavender ma...nothing special...
but it is special for me...
because this brand is born in JB...(not really sure la...haha:p )
other word is, u only can find this in JB, and this is the one I always eat in JB during moon cake festival...
hehe:)



Beside that i also bough a lovely "feng ling"(paiseh, i dunno what it called in english).
I finally bought it....
coz i really want one since i was very young...
i dunno y, but i love those sound...so i also got one "bell" on my beg...
so when i walk, that bell will "ling ling long long" all the way...wahaha:)
dunno since when, i love this kinds of sound...hehe:)

another thing is this......
table lamp....
haiz...
dunno what happened on me....
haha:)
u know, that lamp cost me rm17.90 but that table lamp which not containing lamp only rm15.90...
i thought whole things wont more than rm30...
but...i just blur before i count it...coz i counted the total price wrongly....
so i accidently bought it...
anyway...
since i bought it...
just let it be...
most important thing is....
it wont burn me....i mean burn the whole house then kills me...
hehe:) TOUCH WOOD.......

旧与新

今天一大早看到friendster寄来的email...
他真得让我跑回去看了下下我以前自己写的东西！
很神奇咯！哈哈！
原来有时候把自己的想法写上去，然后隔了下再看回去，真的会不同咯！
很有感觉！
觉得自己原来经历了这么多事情！
那时候的自己原来有这样多的想法！
哈哈！看回去觉得自己还真得很可爱咯！
有很爽下咯！真得很好玩的想法！
原来以前的自己！跟现在的我没有差咯！
想法，思想还是没有变！
哈哈~~~

讲到新与旧，就让我想到了别的课题！
也跟新与旧有关啦！
就是身边的朋友啦！
我身边的朋友，就可能要扩大自己的朋友圈子吧？
开始想认识多些人！
然后呢？我也不知道？哈哈~~
还用塔罗牌问咯！就问了问人际关系~~
可能我比较敏感吧？
终觉得认识新的朋友是中缘份吧？
可是，当认识，结交到了新的朋友，那旧的呢？
有些时候，拿捏得不好，可能旧的会失去哦！
怎样拿捏呢？不懂？
认命的人就会说“随缘”，不认命的呢？就可能会要嘛就积极联络，要不就会怨人，怨天！
那换个角度看，被人遗弃的旧朋友呢？
他们应该怎么样呢？
哈哈。。。
如果是我呢，老实说我会经历一段漫长的自我治疗期！
我也不知道我会做出什么事啦~~
只是心里会特别的难受，心中会出现很多的“为什么？？”
然后，度过了，偶尔还会想想啦！
可是就可能没有什么关系了吧？
换句话说“彻底死心！” 就不会太在意，然后没有感觉！哈哈~~
也不是说会到绝交那种啦！
就不会再对我造成任何影响了！

我觉得朋友就像一本书！
没有翻倒书的最后一页，你永远都不会知道结局是怎样的！
哈哈~~
而我这本书好像需要多一点的耐心！
因为我被动咯,闷骚！哈哈~~
而且，知道我的人都应该会发现，书里都会有一段恐怖情节！哈哈~~
没有耐心的人，通常都会翻到！
然后不知觉得就被丢出书外！
过后，很难再有机会翻开书里的内容了！
因为已经被封印！
可能我贯彻的“一次不忠百次不用”发挥效用吧？
哈哈~~真的是难搞~~
不管怎样我还是很平凡得说~~
没有什么人愿意花这样多的时间来陪我疯得啦！

今天真的是难过！
被学生嫌弃，说我老！！！
然后又被人说丑~~~~
真的是：“又老又丑，人老珠黄!”

11/9/08

Haha:)
early morning today but feel angry....
everyday have this kind of mood is really.....not a good thing.

Become a tutor at UM already 9 months...
wah....such a long time...
haiz....
sometime I really don't know how to scold students...haha:)
especially all those foreigner...
I really don't know how they feel...
are they feel very proud because they can enter to University of Malaya???
until no need to study or no need to do tutorial??
they feel that they are customer??
so no need to listen to me??
I really getting angry with those students....
If you really feel you are great...then OK....
Actually....after wrote out all these, i feel much more better d...hehe:)

I just want to say that, I scold them yesterday...haha:)
Because at that moment, I felt that, they no done well in test.
they still wanna show me their anger or unhappy face to me....
really.....
anyway...
I think this is my very last time to nag them....
after this, no more gua....

I know i love nagging....but some of the person not really like to be nagged....
hehe....:p

Haiz....i think another problem also because of me gua...
I really....blur...and i dun think i teach clearly and really make them understand...
sometime, I blur till suddenly don't know how to do...
haha:)
come back and think....then i get the answer....
then teach again on next tutorial....
apa la, saya ni....
how to make me not blur ah??
so hard...

6/9-7/9/2008

very angry....!!!!
I feel like I have be cheated!!!!!!!!
I think I should mean Saturday(6/9/08) whole day is not my day...
But I think I should write it out completely...
So i still need to be patient....(ANGRY)

Firstly, I feel that, I really good...haha:)
Because I went to some place I never been before...and that place is really.....
There are a lot of shops there...but only 5 to 6 rent out....
Can you imagine how far away from the city???
My goodness....
I need to take taxi go inside some more...after that, i started regret...
(luckily our lovely Mr calvin pang came and rescue me, thanks a lot)
How I going to go out from this place, once i have done???
pengsan...

But that place is quite near to Sri Petaling LRT station.
It just cost me rm3.20 by taxi...
Quite cheap until that taxi driver want to send me to the place passionately, even I told him I can handle it myself.
After I finally get down from the taxi, I started my own searching!!
Do you know how small the signboard is???
smaller than A4 size paper lor....
my goodness....how i going to find this place with this small signboard???
I asked the shop keeper at another shop...(there were only 4 shops opened...)
That shop keeper ...lagi teruk...
he told me, here is Jln 15/155B (anyway I am searching for jln 13/155B).
As i know, i saw the road board, that why I asked that taxi driver drove in...
Anyway... I successfully found that place....with that small little tiny signboard...
Actually the main reason i found that place was I follow the house's plate....haiz...

After that, i quickly have my lunch...
another story begin...
I dunno why the boss and her mom(i guess the person should be her mom la...not really sure) can fight in front of the shop....
small fight luckily....
My goodness...
and the soup was...so salty....i think salt's price have dropped dramatically....
haha:)

my story really long...haven't step into the main story yet...ohh my...

After that, i went to the place and start my learning journey...
Firstly, I thought the price RM480 included all material and also that tarot deck...
who knows...
that price was not including the tarot deck...my goodness....
so i decided to buy the deck since i need it....
RM160...so expensive... i am sure i will go and check it out the price...
see whether i been cheated or not.....
then is that cloth which to use to cover the place which i need to using the tarot deck...
it cost me another rm18...
haiz...
Until now...i still thinking...expect the tarot deck...
everything was....NOT WORTH........
i shouldn't attend the class....
It doesn't bring anything useful for me...
so sien....

That teacher also very show off d lo...
Once i came in, he already wanna show his tarot reading power...
He asked one of his student come out and do the reading with a seeker...
(I called all the "costumer" as seeker...My very first tarot teacher who really nice and willing to share told me this)
But i think his student no yet familiar with the card...
she was not really can bring out the issue and explain to the seeker...
Anyway...that new teacher show his power and i think his explanation makes his seeker satisfy lo...

Actually i think he is a aroma therapy treatment expert lo...
As you all know, tarot is an very useful tools on healing or prediction...
many person even psychologist also using this to do the healing part...more understanding about the person la...

Anyway, the whole process taken a lot of time...
In fact, the class started at 2pm till 8pm...
but....
he took more than that....
i saw outside was getting darker....
then i feel getting frustrated...
He realized how i feel i guess...
Only that he started to teach faster....(can you imagine how fast he was?? he explains the same things twice!!!!!!)

even when i back, he still haven't finish...
my god....
luckily dear Calvin came and rescue my....
THANKS A LOT......

another things is....
he love to use the "perfume"??
I don't know how to call it...
so smelly...
As you know, my nose is quite sensitive with some smell....
in the end, I cant take it anymore...
and "ha qiu" in front of him....
that "perfume" he called can bring love...
haha:)
so i think i got no love lo...that y...
no really like that smell...
hehe:)

I still remember, before i leave, he told me that...
they will have gathering...
asked me to join...
haha:)
i told him, you just tell me when you all confirm la...
then next day(sunday 7/9/08) i get his email already...
so fast...
anyway, he told me got free one aroma colour tarot card reading for me....(originally cost rm80)
haha:)
I replied him as, i not interested...Please benefit someone else....hehe:)
about the gathering....
haiz...
i dunno...
i just replied as when you confirm the date and time only inform me la...
Not really sure can attend or not....
however, after all quite unhappy experinces...
i dont think i will go again lo...
some more that place so....
pengsan....


(This is that OH-card...)

4-9-08

These few days, keep on raining...
I think this is the reason why people feel sleepy...haha:)
I am obviously searching for a good excuse for me....
I slept at my office....not really nice but....still okay...
haha :p
I still on my way searching idea to complete my very 1st introduction or i should say it as literature review....
Haiz... lot of research papers, really no ideas how to start with, and no idea how i going to do the summary about it...
these few days, i took out all useful books and notes came out...
One of the important book is....




So amazing...I need to use this to complete my writing...
Actually, this book is mainly used on guides the person who need to use latex on typing...

another words mean, I need to use this program to write out my introduction...

PS: This is my supervisor's book...haha:)

No more Microsoft word...Haha:)


Well, talking about my research. It reminds me something that just happened...
A news... USM has awarded APEX....
if i am not written down wrongly...
It mean, UM has lost to another University again...haha:)
anyway, Congrat to USM....
USM going to receive a lot of funding....it means money...
but quite funny that is, according to the news, they are not judging by research quality or so on...
They let USM won because of the proposal...which shown that, USM ready to change...
haha:)
anyway...it really doesn't matter....
just some politic matter...
for us, as a student, what we want is....graduated and get a job....
that it....easy, simple....

30-8-2008

haha:)
actually...i don't know what should i update for...
august is going to end soon...
but it seem like nothing special happened on me...
expect back to JB for whole week, helping a forum person to organize a tarot gathering, celebrated ke xin's birthday at restoran Korean house...
preparing all my research works because my supervisor back malaysia very soon...
my english is still that bad...no any improvement....
my students said i am cute, gossip about me during class...
and so on...
haha:)
going to attend tarot card at 6/9 at bukit jalil...but until now i still dunno how to go that place...
by LRT can reach?? or need to transfer bus???
suddenly very admire some person can travels alone...
won't them feel scare because you don't know how to go that place??
anyway...
I must try to walk out from my world...
I want to learn something news in my life...
Learn some proper way to tarot...
haha:)

about the tarot gathering....i think many of us are self-learning...
some of them quite proud of themselves...
i think some interesting events will happen during that time...haha:)
but i hope that gathering really can make it lor...
haha:)
learn something new from them also good ma...

calvin and cheau yee offered me go traveling at Bali...
but...
it seem like impossible to me...crash with the final exam at UM...
Haiz...
I wish to go travel...
but...no luck for traveling...
even NUS going to have post graduate day at coming december, i also got no chance to go there...
nothing to present...
haha:)

so sien...
I never go out before...
haha:)
but anyway...i still young still got chances...

my mood still going up and down during this month...
normally upset and depress have stand the whole day's mood....
start feel scaring when i get negative tarot card at morning tarot prediction...
but learn to accept the fact and try to think it positively also another important event in my life...
haha:)
time to grow up...
keep on standing in same stage doesnt bring any benefit to me...
all my friends beside me, start working already...
they get new friends and start with new life....
haha:)
so nice....
anyway....settle my studies 1st...
I will searching my own path and make my life better....
Gambate everyone.....
god bless us....

顺其自然

顺其自然~~
哈哈~~
总感觉到原来这句话是这么有着这么深的意义~~
说起来很容易，做起来却很难~~

和几天都连续思考这些问题，心中还是有一堆的为什么？
为什么这样，为什么那样~~
等等的~~
就好比说，为什么这个人这样对我的？
为什么这个人对我的态度前后不同的？
为什么他可以这样的？
为什么？
这些问题都困扰我很久很久都不能释怀~~

哈哈~~
如有发现的话，应该会看到，我一直都问问什么这个“人”。。。
可能其实问题出现在我身上吧？
他在以别人的一举一动，太在意别人怎样对待我~
可能我需要多一点点的自信吧？
还是在独立些？
不要再去看别人怎样看自己，还是不要去想别人怎样对自己！
活出自己才是最重要的吧？
咳。。。
还是会不与自主的叹一口气~~~
怎样说服自己要自信~~~很难~~
怎样要做到出自信~~~更难~~~
对吗？
不想活在别人光下的影子下，可是自己的光芒却又不能照出自己的影子~~
很多东西原来都没有想象中的那么容易~~

可能对我来说一个人还是最好的。。。
至少，可以不用管别人怎么说。。。
最近又找回了之前为我占卜过的老师~~~
很明显的，他把我忘了！
哈哈~~
可是，这次真的很想把问题摊开来~
好好的对自己坦白，用塔罗牌算个清楚~

祝自己早日康复！
快点恢复自信与光彩~~

他和她

他习惯把自己丢在热闹的场所
他以为这样可以掩饰掉落寞
她喜欢往这个城市最安静角落走
担心脆弱被人识破
他和她住同一栋楼
遗憾的是爱擦肩而过
他们孤独时候
都望着同一颗星球
他和她都在城市飘流
遗憾的是心无缘邂逅
他们彼此适合却无奈的错过
在人群中掩没
他渴望能有人分享夜晚和失落
她最怕独自面对黄昏和脆弱
其实他们彼此距离才两三个窗
不同的心一样寂寞


后记，
我觉得世界上最远的距离就像这首歌所写的！
完全适合的两个人，居然。。。
连碰面的机会都没有！
而且还这么近~~
真的是。。。

失落

感觉上，最近的事情都满多下的！
心中有满满的失落感！
不懂为什么咯~~~
很多很多的失落！是期望太多了吗？
还是自己的依赖性太强了呢？
总之，我死了！彻底的，不留余地的，没有了！
但其实也从中学到许多许多~~
总之，天下无不散之宴席！
不是很好就会很好到最后的！
不是幸福就会幸福到永远的！
不是了解就能最好朋友！
不是喜欢就能做成情人！
总之，人生都有很多很多的起起伏伏。
没有绝对也没有一定的道理！
你喜欢不能强迫别人也喜欢，你不喜欢的也不能硬逼别人讨厌！
做人真的很难！
要照顾别人的想法！同时不能这个等下又不能那个~~
不能作回自己!
最讨厌还是假假的自己~~~
能不能偶尔自私下?

我总于都明白是么是失落了~~
就好像失去了一样东西,然后心情就像从天掉下来一样....
就一直这样掉.....

6/7/08

又一个无聊的星期天!哈哈~~

今天比较特别的是我居然在学校!!!!!

星期天,我居然没在家还是回去新山！

我居然在学校！我这个不像在周末踏入学校内的懒人今天居然在学校！！
还不是为了挣些外快！哈哈~~~
帮老板做些事情！
可是，一等就要等很久的说！
以前就真的比较快，在他房间内，也不能像现在写blog咯！
这样悠闲？
哈哈！！！
是因为有两样事情在同时间进行！所以它比较没有空理我咯！！！

然后！！！
我病了！！！
真的病了！被传染了疾病？哈哈~~
就发烧跟无力地说！！
可是，我还是能捱咯！
还在这里慵懒的写blog...哈哈！！！

17 June

Haiz...
Haha....start "haiz" in very beginning in my blog...
really....stupid...Haha:)
but i really dont know how to express my feeling in "beautiful" word or anything...
getting upset...
no matter what kind of thing also couldn't manage it well...
dont like that thing doesnt mean can hide or run away from that...
still have to face it and still have to try to hide own feeling and duel with that...
no matter how difficult...no matter what...
for me as a typical sagi...so difficult...
haha:)
normally sagi person will very straight forward...
i am one of them...haha:)
sometime i really didnt consider about the next, then i already done it...
haha:)
even talking pointing out somethings...
but good thing is...we never lie...
we will say whatever we know...
but sometime doesn't mean the truth should be announced out...
that is the main problem...

i dont know hide my own feeling about everything...
i think i should learn about that...
good or not...sometime doesn't need to differentiate it so clearly...
in real world...there is not right or wrong...
there only got power and money...
can i hide inside my small little world, and will not go out all the time??
haha:)
stupid idea...
everyone will keep telling me...what to do is better...u should like that, like this...
but i just follow my heart...anything wrong??
maybe the most irritating things is...what i respond as true as I, what i earn back is how stupid i am...
i don't really think i truthly wanna involve in this kind of things already...
so complicated...much more complicated with my ring theory...
haha:)
anyway...tomorrow will be better...
something i can change, i decided to ignore it...and accept it...

tarot today...3/6/08

塔罗日记~~哈哈！

今天抽到的牌是
切牌：星币三 ； 抽牌：权杖9

我觉得塔罗牌很神奇咯~~
哈哈！
今天抽到的牌，带着有点还像不愿被触碰得伤害，有点是被伤害因而把自己处在自我保护的状态！

而切牌呢，带着合作跟金钱有关！所以通常都把这派归类为工作同事的合作咯！

重点来了！今天发生了什么事呢？
哈哈~~~
就象牌上所说的！
今天最主要的课题在于跟同事之间的互动及问题！
怎样说呢？就好像糖果在包装纸里！
如果你不去碰它，他还是完好无缺的在那边！
就是说，问题存在了！
今天刚好是那“问题”，特别被我所关注这样咯！
还有一点就是9号牌！
9号在这里有着结束的意义！
所以，总的来说就是会同事讨论还是结束些之间不愉开的事件！
这样解啦！
哈哈~~

haiz...
今天开始了解，做人是不能自私的！
不喜欢也不能死死说“不”。
因为怎样都好，都必须顾及别人的感受及朋友和朋友之间的感受!
很复杂？
哈哈！！！
总觉得朋友跟朋友之间斗气，最终被夹在中间的朋友会受罪！
所以都必须顾及其他人的感受！哈哈~~

一个字“乱”

今天一整天就如前几日般“忙”咯！！！
就搬上搬下~~
把考试卷当饭吃~~哈哈！
什么都没做，检查考卷最重要！
然后，今天居然有人敢敢迟到整两个钟头~！！！
气到!!!!
很没有责任感咯！
那里可以这样？？如果每个人像他这样，那我们什么都不用做了~~~

有的呢，就去放假！
开心地在香港旅行~~也没有什么啦！因为那个很早就知道了的！
然后我也拿了我的假期~~
从15号开始~~
好期待哦！
总算都可以完成自己未完成的工作~~
好希望拿个小假，好好的休息下下~~~
真的很累~~

纯粹有感而发~~

有感而发。。。
最近遇到好多人，碰到好多事情哦~
真的有点郁闷~~~
有时想想，为什么会这样？？
哈哈~~
然而我发现，其实或者说原来，大家的缺点都是一样的！！！
只是不同人的身上，可能是说有些人会特别的“放肆”！
在某些不能让人忍受的缺点上，例如说：发问~
很正常嘛，大家都会在不明白的地方，问问题！可是当你在同一个问题上一直绕圈圈。也就是说一直绕着一个中心发问。。。
这就会变成一种“病变”~~
哈哈~~~当你遇到这样的人，你会很讨厌，甚至说不想理他!
然而，当自己有问题要发问时，你自己会不会不由自主地想到那“某人”~~
然后就感觉有点“毛”下，就不敢发问了！

有些人就很怕被遗弃~~
很喜欢有意没意地问你要去哪啊？
你刚去了哪？等等的问题！
然而，自己却并不见得有时间参与每个活动~~
试想想，将这坏毛病放大~~~
每天重复着“你刚刚去哪了？为什么没带我去？”，就念了讲一整天，然后隔天又重复同样的话！
你会作何感想？
看似有点开玩笑，又调皮的话，刹那间变得令人讨厌！
顿时会很想白眼那人两下~~哈哈！
真的是“有趣”!!!!
像之前的例子，也会让人发毛~~~
当自己很像这样做弄自己朋友时。。。是不是会也有“感”而发呢？

好的东西吃多了，会带来副作用~~
好的话说多或听多了，会变得没有意义~~

物极必反，人都不是完美的！
所以我还是觉得不好的性格，只要不是太过分，大家都会接受！
可是太放纵自己，让自己的不良习惯，或不良个性更鲜明！
会招人白眼的！

希望自己变得更好~~还是收敛一点的好~~

"tower" effect...(21/4)

今天真的是“喜”从天降~~

今天早上抽到的牌是“权杖5”，还有切牌是“塔”！

应验着今天早上所发生的事。

“权杖5”表示混乱，不和谐~~

“塔”就表示突发事件，很突然地降下不祥之事！

今天就是这样！

还记得我很优哉的从家里出门，然后到了学校就吃带去早餐。

然后就去开信箱，装水等！

怎知，随后，接到封信件！通告我说：今天我有下午3点的监考！

天啊~~我还穿着T shirt、牛仔裤！

我只好匆忙的跑回去，换衣。

然后又再回来！

回来的途中还遇到位阿伯！

当街认亲认戚，幸好巴士及时赶到！

然他原型毕露！原来他要跟我讨钱！2元~~~

我只好告诉他，我身上也只有仅剩的1元，巴士费！

真的是~~

随后，我来到学校，我才知道考试地点有变！

还得我赶快致电给有关人士询问。

谁知，他居然告诉我~~ 他不知道~~ 晕。。。。

后来我查了查，最终被我发现我被安排到了dtc。。。

这才松了口气！

真的是，不精彩才怪~~~

事情还没结束呢。。。

怎知今天的监考真的是风回路转~~~

考试时间是从3点到4点，我在预定的时间（2.30）内到了考场！

我们花了整整一个钟的时间，来算考生人数~~天啊~~

在考试结束后，我们花了一个钟头半的时间来算答案纸~！！！！

当然当中有些小插曲，就是算少答案纸咯！！！！

弄到我的头很痛！！

现在还在痛着~~~

然后回来的时候，真的是好衰~~~

遇到了早上那个阿伯！！！

这样就被骗去了rm1。。。

晕。。。

祈求TOWER effect快快离去~~~~

我快受不了了！！！！！

angela...失忆

在无意中下载了这首歌曲~~

听了听，就被这首歌的曲风，还有张韶涵的功力“声声”的吸引~~

真得很好听~~

哈哈~~

歌词就还好咯！没有什么特别的，就些爱情故事！

本人对音乐还有歌手的唱功感兴趣多些！

当然，有些歌曲的歌词也可真能然我感动许久~~

张韶涵 - 失忆
专辑:Ang5.0 (2007)
下雨后 还给蓝天冷静了
在分手后不算亏欠
跌跌撞撞的缠绵
认认真真地实现
这样谁不流泪
就当做最后亲吻吧
是否在这瞬间
中不算真话
热热烈烈的～
冷冷淡淡地承受
我算是残忍的吗
我如何假装
我心里不再有你
沉溺后清醒你却异常地平静
习惯慢慢适应
因为这样就能转移自己
我发现我我爱你
就在这一瞬间
倾盆而下的诠释
你不安的阴天
毕竟我都看开
我并不想害自己
哦 不想害自己
我已经失去你
再没有你爱我的那一天
我如何珍重自己

poor services

These few days, really dont know what going on...
There are few cases happening...
A lot of unsatisfied services had provided from different field.
1st is telecom services, that operator from telecom...hang up my phone call...
i just want to do a report regarding to my spoiled modem.
She just kept on telling me that, my modem still function able, but the problem is i can not access to the internet. Since that modem can not link my pc to the internet, anyone can tell me...Is it still function??
i asked for technician to come and check for me...
who know, she not allowed. So in the end, i asked her, do you want to send a technician come or not?? then she hang up my phone call....
it cause me have to make another phone call to telecom.
This time, i asked my housemate to do so.
because i just dont want to deal with them and in the end, i have done nothing to settle our internet problem.
Then my housemate requested that previous operator name.
i decided to make an online complaint on following day.
i dont know whether they scare i will complain to the office or what ever?
they sent a new modem to our place on next day morning...

2nd one is about the bank islam services.
My goodness...
slow and no effective...
i want to help my friend to make a payment, u know what the teller done?
i filled a deposit form because There got no any payment form. So weirdo.
anyway, he said what i filled is deposit form, and he passed another form for me, asked my fill in again and so on...
he so...haiz... unpolite and i feel like, he not suit in service line.
or maybe they think we are student, so no need to entertain.
Haiz...
disappointed...

Angry....

Dunno what is the problem.
Even just simple things also can make me feel like...a bit...angry? or stressful...
maybe i really need some free time for my own...
no need worry about how another person feel, or after i did sometime isnt really bring any effect to another...

Haiz...
sometime, dunno why..maybe some person really dunno what they did really will make another people feel ...unhappy...
i know, majority of human being even myself also have a bit...selfish...
only care about myself...
will not care about how another person feel...

anyway...
i just dun care so much about that...
as long as i no involved...
everything just ignore it...
haha...
i just do whatever face emotion to you as you like...
sometime quite hard for me...
hehe~~

free and bored saturday

Haha....
Finally...finally i start writing my blog here.
Today is saturday, another sunny saturday...
i went to pasar pagi at morning, and bought some tasty tao hua back...
i mixed my tao hua and tao hua shui, and ate it...
taste nice but actually just quite ok...
not really as what i imagined about.
haha~~~
high expectation.

now doing my research project...
continue my ring theory...:p

Thursday went to watch movie.
"The water horse".
This movie, what can i comment about is "another boring movie."
haha~~
In a very beginning, there is two young teenager came to this village. A small village that had a story about water horse.
After that, an old man tell the story about that "water horse". simple right?
But i think, the director or the story mainly wish to tell us, about the wars.
The story main character lost his father because of war.
His father has been called to defense his own country away from the enemy.
But unfortunately, his father died.
i still remember his mother yelling about war is so selfish and fighting each another is just more ugly and dangerous than monster.
haha:)
In that moment, that captain was quiet.
and the water horse suddenly appears behind his mother.
quite interesting part.


here is the official website link : http://www.sonypictures.com/movies/thewaterhorse/