17 June

Haiz...
Haha....start "haiz" in very beginning in my blog...
really....stupid...Haha:)
but i really dont know how to express my feeling in "beautiful" word or anything...
getting upset...
no matter what kind of thing also couldn't manage it well...
dont like that thing doesnt mean can hide or run away from that...
still have to face it and still have to try to hide own feeling and duel with that...
no matter how difficult...no matter what...
for me as a typical sagi...so difficult...
haha:)
normally sagi person will very straight forward...
i am one of them...haha:)
sometime i really didnt consider about the next, then i already done it...
haha:)
even talking pointing out somethings...
but good thing is...we never lie...
we will say whatever we know...
but sometime doesn't mean the truth should be announced out...
that is the main problem...

i dont know hide my own feeling about everything...
i think i should learn about that...
good or not...sometime doesn't need to differentiate it so clearly...
in real world...there is not right or wrong...
there only got power and money...
can i hide inside my small little world, and will not go out all the time??
haha:)
stupid idea...
everyone will keep telling me...what to do is better...u should like that, like this...
but i just follow my heart...anything wrong??
maybe the most irritating things is...what i respond as true as I, what i earn back is how stupid i am...
i don't really think i truthly wanna involve in this kind of things already...
so complicated...much more complicated with my ring theory...
haha:)
anyway...tomorrow will be better...
something i can change, i decided to ignore it...and accept it...