31/10/2008

haiz...
sick for 3 days already...
today finally recovered 80%...
wont feel so sleepy and also can breathe easily...
haha:)

feel boring....i am sitting on my chair and facing my laptop now...
and start thinking some silly questions....
haha:)

i just realized that..i trapped...
i trapped inside a circle...
my life is keeping on recycling....
what happened before, it is happened again...
haiz...

but this time, i tried to relax a bit...
try to do not think that much...
i know i still the same...i just trying to avoid this kind of bad thinking...
but it do cause me a lot of energy...
haha:)

my moon at cancer...it show my thinking is hyper sensitive and deep inside my heart is desperately need more caring...
but i am Sagittarius...need freedom and independent...
haha:) contradicting my moon...
haiz... it makes me... so different...

i couldn't accept changing maybe...
I scared when something had changed
but i also scared it was not changes at all....
it means there is no improvement....

dun u all think what u done on me...
i wont feels it...
even small little thing i also can sense it...
as long as i am not blur during that time....:p

I know some of you treat me differently maybe...
I know some of you showing off in front of me...
I know some of you wish to show ur concern about me lately...
I know some of you are different already...
But i think i will keep it on my heart...
dun wish to say it out...
coz i feel bored when facing and discussing this kind of problem...
there is no conclusion one...
because all of these...It happened too naturally already...
then i have to make my adjustment according to the situation....
I couldnt ask you to follow my step...
i couldnt ask you to do not change...
i couldnt ask you to continue be friend with me...
I know there are too many person outside are 100 times better than me...
wahaha:)

suddenly it reminded me on the movie "10 promises with my dog".
Try to sit on another person situation and think as what he/she might thinking...
then u will more understanding...
i would like to be one of the person who more understanding...
So i wont be so rude or wont be so selfish...

Gambate to myself...
:)

29/10/08

about the my house problem,
we changed nearly all lock at our place...
then...
ask owner to repair the auto gate door lor...
if not, i think i will moved out lor...

anyway...
yesterday i went out for movie la...wahaha:)
me, aaron and his girlfren ST,
we watched "the house bunny"...

the official website: http://www.thehousebunny.com/

Image from its official website....

This i think can consider as a comedy movie...
quite funny...haha:)
the story start with that main character, Shelley...
She lived in playboy mansion...then her life is free and nothing to worry about...
i think because of this, she a bit blur blur and dunno everything...
haha:)
In her 27 years old birthday, she forced to leave the house because someone set her up...
so she leaves and many funny things happened after that...
this movie, i can say quite many "Sexy" scenes...
haha:)
playboy mansion ma...she also one of the model in that...
so what she know is sexy...
then, i think this story mainly wanna bring out that outer beauty will ended someday...
there are not permanent good looking...
what we need is inner beauty and be ourselves...

28/10/08

Ohh my god....
my housemate has been robbed...
just right outside my house....
how can it be??
as usual, she came back late...
then our house auto gate had broken for quite long time...
then house owner refused to repair it...
haiz...
then this kind of things happened just an hour before...
feel scare...
normally they are late backer...
then usually me will be at home alone lor...
so..since that all stupid fellows get our house key...
dunno what going to happen....

God bless...
hope everything will be just fine....
thanks god....

26 oct

recently...
someone was torturing me...
so sien....
haha:)
ok lar...sharing knowledge is a good things...
but dunno why, i felt that he was show off...
dunno la...
normally, once we found something, the way we share is straight away giving the link or whatever we get...
then he is different...
he will pretending as dunno everything... then asking you the question which he already knew the answer...
haiz...

every person has their own future...
i get well in my exam doesn't mean that i am good...
this i really admit it...
i studied hard and do my best for my exam...
some i really interested with...
i doing my master degree, you also heading to your higher education...
i am also a student and still got lot of things need to learn with...
please stop doing thing like testing me...
i was not fun at all..
you do not need to do such of thing to prove urself are better than me...
nothing to compare with.....
you also have your own future...
just do your best...stop doing nonsense...
i have no times to play such of things with you....

haiz....
god bless.....

24/10/08

dunno what i want to write leh...
nothing special and hope there is no terrible thing will happened...wahaha:)
i am waiting for bathroom to brush teeth and prepare to sleep...
i really dunno why...
nowaday those ppl really...
thick face....
love to take advantage on ppl...
when someone got anything good...then they also want...
so....hate this kind of ppl...


haiz...these few days...i quite blur lor...
(always blur gua...)
haha:)
i nearly forget to clock in...maybe i have start get used my life at UM...
normally the 1st thing i always do at my office is...clock in...
but now...
not longer anymore...
maybe there are too many things i need to do gua...

haha...another story is happened when i was photocopying...
i always forgot...i want to photocopy double sided...
got few times, i forget to reset some more...
those lecturers must be very hated me...wahaha:)

these few days busy on my research...but...no improving...wahaha:)
and another things, i noticed that...
opps....
all my former students love to come my office...
but not to find me... they are visited my office mate...(he is their lecturer)
haha:)
so glad to see them again...

my roommate already become their fren lo...
so nice...
haha:)
haiz....envying ppl at here...
when i look back myself...
i think...i have problem...wahaha:)
i am too difficult to get closer with....
big gap between everyone new and not familiar...
paiseh ya...
this is my personality...
somemore...i got nothing special...
haha....is very normal compare with normal person...
my life got no interesting story...
i am not attractive...
so...i find out, some my fren beside me...
after few weeks, they will getting far away from me..
especially for those feels that, i am interesting and fun...wahaha:)
they surely regret...coz i am not whom they think so...
but sometime really ...disappointing...
when i ready to get closer to them...
they already feel bored on me...haha:)
too slow isnt??
but i still got lot of caring frens...
i appreciated you all always:)

haha:)
anyway....be myself and love myself...
i couldn't become very popular...or very famous? or very attractive...
haha:)
I still is me...no need to think about it...
what i need is appreciated what i having now...
Gambate la...

21/10/08 (havent finish homework nite)

now is 12.10am....21oct already.....
i still editing or correcting my homework...
still no yet want to sleep...but i am a bit...pek chek...
there are so many corrections waiting for me...
haiz...
That why i came here for blogging...
wahaha:)

today i run away from UM at 11am...haha:)
right after i finish my tutorial class from 9am to 10.40am...supposedly this class should be ended by 10am...
but my students...ohh, they couldn't finish that 2 past year questions that i have given...
I really hope them do their revisions well....so that can get a good grade....

After that, aaron and CT suddenly appeared in my office...
they came and find me to pass me the letter from UM to poh yin??(PY, when u saw this pls tell me what should i do for ur letter)
Haha:)
Since they are free, and i need to go TARC for some reason....
so we decided to go setapak and for a "short" lunch with ke xin....

Haha:)
for this trip, I dunno why, actually....applied for part timer at TARC...
And had a short interview with head of the mathematics and statistic department....
(quite long time also...he told me a lot)
(ps: TARC's worker in office is quite...unfriendly..maybe they are too busy)
anyway, they currently no vacancies for me...because their semester have began...
all courses already pointed to someone...
that why...
(aaron said wanna teach at TARC need to "show" them, my english is okay..., i already passed in my "short" conversation with that head... haha:))
but originally i just want to become a marker at there...:"(

after that, ke xin brought us to "sweet desert" for lunch...
and we ordered rice...haha:) desert's house order rice?? sound weird...
anyway, their foods is cheap and quite nice...
worth for the price...(PS: cheau yee's question: that food is worth for the price or delicious?, so the result of that question is I need to differential very clearly...)
unfortunely, i didnt bring my camera...
so i couldnt do as cheau yee does...put a lot of food's photos at here...
anyway...everyone please use ur imagination...wahaha:)

after that, we were trying so hard to presuade ke xin back earlier...
but she doesn't want...haha:) (our mission failed... Haiz...)

after we reach UM, then i immediately took bus 12, and come to ss2...
haha:)
i activated again my bank account...and bank in my saving there....
i owned a new atm card....haiz...extra one card for???
i also dunno...convenient for sure...and lost money definitely...
need to pay rm8 once i get the card leh...aiyoyo...

then hor...sitting inside my room and had a delicious cake( this time can use delicious...coz really nice) which i bought it at secret recipe...
then hor, dinner lor...and pasar malam(pasar malam shopped twice...wahaha:)
my day seem like fully used...
And i finally get the present for wei kin...
wah...bought a lot of present( only 3 in fact :p)
time for christmas(give present ma).. ho ho ho...
for those who are concern...please come and collect...haha:)
thanks:)

囍帖街~~ caller ringtone

Haha:)
if u call me...then u will feel a little bit surprise...
there is no more...."do...do...do..."
yeah...
i bought a caller ring tone...
haha:)
that song called "xi tie jie"

曲目：囍帖街
歌手：谢安琪
作曲：Eric Kwok
填词：黄伟文
编曲：Eric Kwok
监制：Eric Kwok

忘掉种过的花 重新的出发 放弃理想吧
别再看 尘封的喜帖 你正在要搬家
筑得起 人应该接受 都有日倒下
其实没有一种安稳快乐 永远也不差

就似这一区 曾经称得上 美满甲天下
但霎眼 全街的单位 快要住满乌鸦
好景不会与日常在 天梯不可只往上爬
爱的人 没有一生一世吗 大概不需要害怕

忘掉爱过的他 当初的喜帖金箔印着那位他
裱起婚纱照那道墙及一切美丽旧年华 明日同步拆下
忘掉有过的家 小餐枱沙发雪柜及两任红茶
温馨的光境不过借出到期拿回吗 等不到下一代 是吗


忘掉砌过的沙 回忆的堡垒 刹那已倒下
面对这 坟起的荒土 你注定学会潇洒
阶砖不会拒绝磨蚀 窗花不可幽禁落霞
有感情 就会一生一世吗 又再惋惜有用吗

忘掉爱过的他 当初的喜帖金箔印着那位他
裱起婚纱照那道墙及一切美丽旧年华 明日同步拆下
忘掉有过的家 小餐枱沙发雪柜及两任红茶
温馨的光境不过借出到期拿回吗
终须会时辰到 别怕
请放下手里那销匙 好吗


lyric from: http://mp3.sogou.com/geci.so?lyricId=7c87d586748762e6&query=%87%D6%CC%FB%BD%D6

I have a dream...

I have a dream by ABBA

I have a dream, a song to sing
To help me cope with anything
If you see the wonder of a fairy tale
You can take the future even if you fail
I believe in angels
Something good in everything I see
I believe in angels
When I know the time is right for me
I'll cross the stream - I have a dream

I have a dream, a fantasy
To help me through reality
And my destination makes it worth the while
Pushing through the darkness still another mile
I believe in angels
Something good in everything I see
I believe in angels
When I know the time is right for me
I'll cross the stream - I have a dream
I'll cross the stream - I have a dream

I have a dream, a song to sing
To help me cope with anything
If you see the wonder of a fairy tale
You can take the future even if you fail
I believe in angels
Something good in everything I see
I believe in angels
When I know the time is right for me
I'll cross the stream - I have a dream
I'll cross the stream - I have a dream
Lyric from http://www.lyricsfreak.com/a/abba/i+have+a+dream_20002830.html


Above is a song lyric, "I have a dream"...
I know this song because of one movie..."mamma mia"...
is a musical movie...love it...very funny and many lovely songs to listen...
But this movie...i think because they emphasize on music...
so the story line is much more simpler than "dream girl"...
other word, maybe i can say, this movie is because of song...wahaha:)
highly recommend this movie if you do love the musical movie show....

poster from http://www.impawards.com/2008/mamma_mia_ver3.html

Everyone does has their own dream and target to achieve...
Do u?
haha:)
I do have...and i keeping on it...hope i can achieve in someday...
everyday gambate with me ya...
haha:)

1/10/08

These few days, really can feel very strong raya feel at KL...
why i say so?? haha:)
because there was no traffic jam at KL area...
no much people taking bus with me when i went to UM last two days...
raya leh... then??
UM is totally empty... there were not much people was working...
I think this will be continue till friday gua...wahaha:)
Then...
I run away from my office on monday(28/9/08)...
me and aaron went to mid valley...
We watched movie...it called "painted skin" “画皮”。
expected, it was not that nice...
but so far is okay la...:p
very 聊斋style... love story and because of love can die for each other...
and got ghost and as usual...ghost fall in love with human...
then as usual...that ghost died because she wants to save her lover's live...
quite bored, because that movie....i can said was slow...
very slow...
dunno what they want...
official website: http://huapi.ent.sina.com.cn/en/index.html

poster from http://girlspic.blogbus.com/logs/29461226.html



after that, when dinner time, miss foo...was drives her car car...
bring us to PUCHONG...wah...such a far place...
it taken us around 30mins...
but...thanks you for bringing me to such a nice place...
delicious food ma....wahaha:)

then tuesday...
went to mid valley AGAIN!!!!
but this time with our ism head tutor...
Bought a tv dongle oh...hehe...
yeah...can watch tv with my lovely laptop...
haha:)
so yesterday i watched 8TV...
ghost whisper...
i love that...
very interesting story line and each episode got different fresh story...
actually it talking about a woman who can see dead person(ghost)...
and she helping them come across the light(heaven i guess)
it another sense that she helped those person who attached ghost as well la...




These few days, actually i was thinking to make some donation...
donate to which society leh??
i also dunno...
Haha:)