24/10/08

dunno what i want to write leh...
nothing special and hope there is no terrible thing will happened...wahaha:)
i am waiting for bathroom to brush teeth and prepare to sleep...
i really dunno why...
nowaday those ppl really...
thick face....
love to take advantage on ppl...
when someone got anything good...then they also want...
so....hate this kind of ppl...


haiz...these few days...i quite blur lor...
(always blur gua...)
haha:)
i nearly forget to clock in...maybe i have start get used my life at UM...
normally the 1st thing i always do at my office is...clock in...
but now...
not longer anymore...
maybe there are too many things i need to do gua...

haha...another story is happened when i was photocopying...
i always forgot...i want to photocopy double sided...
got few times, i forget to reset some more...
those lecturers must be very hated me...wahaha:)

these few days busy on my research...but...no improving...wahaha:)
and another things, i noticed that...
opps....
all my former students love to come my office...
but not to find me... they are visited my office mate...(he is their lecturer)
haha:)
so glad to see them again...

my roommate already become their fren lo...
so nice...
haha:)
haiz....envying ppl at here...
when i look back myself...
i think...i have problem...wahaha:)
i am too difficult to get closer with....
big gap between everyone new and not familiar...
paiseh ya...
this is my personality...
somemore...i got nothing special...
haha....is very normal compare with normal person...
my life got no interesting story...
i am not attractive...
so...i find out, some my fren beside me...
after few weeks, they will getting far away from me..
especially for those feels that, i am interesting and fun...wahaha:)
they surely regret...coz i am not whom they think so...
but sometime really ...disappointing...
when i ready to get closer to them...
they already feel bored on me...haha:)
too slow isnt??
but i still got lot of caring frens...
i appreciated you all always:)

haha:)
anyway....be myself and love myself...
i couldn't become very popular...or very famous? or very attractive...
haha:)
I still is me...no need to think about it...
what i need is appreciated what i having now...
Gambate la...