17 June

Haiz...
Haha....start "haiz" in very beginning in my blog...
really....stupid...Haha:)
but i really dont know how to express my feeling in "beautiful" word or anything...
getting upset...
no matter what kind of thing also couldn't manage it well...
dont like that thing doesnt mean can hide or run away from that...
still have to face it and still have to try to hide own feeling and duel with that...
no matter how difficult...no matter what...
for me as a typical sagi...so difficult...
haha:)
normally sagi person will very straight forward...
i am one of them...haha:)
sometime i really didnt consider about the next, then i already done it...
haha:)
even talking pointing out somethings...
but good thing is...we never lie...
we will say whatever we know...
but sometime doesn't mean the truth should be announced out...
that is the main problem...

i dont know hide my own feeling about everything...
i think i should learn about that...
good or not...sometime doesn't need to differentiate it so clearly...
in real world...there is not right or wrong...
there only got power and money...
can i hide inside my small little world, and will not go out all the time??
haha:)
stupid idea...
everyone will keep telling me...what to do is better...u should like that, like this...
but i just follow my heart...anything wrong??
maybe the most irritating things is...what i respond as true as I, what i earn back is how stupid i am...
i don't really think i truthly wanna involve in this kind of things already...
so complicated...much more complicated with my ring theory...
haha:)
anyway...tomorrow will be better...
something i can change, i decided to ignore it...and accept it...

tarot today...3/6/08

塔罗日记~~哈哈！

今天抽到的牌是
切牌：星币三 ； 抽牌：权杖9

我觉得塔罗牌很神奇咯~~
哈哈！
今天抽到的牌，带着有点还像不愿被触碰得伤害，有点是被伤害因而把自己处在自我保护的状态！

而切牌呢，带着合作跟金钱有关！所以通常都把这派归类为工作同事的合作咯！

重点来了！今天发生了什么事呢？
哈哈~~~
就象牌上所说的！
今天最主要的课题在于跟同事之间的互动及问题！
怎样说呢？就好像糖果在包装纸里！
如果你不去碰它，他还是完好无缺的在那边！
就是说，问题存在了！
今天刚好是那“问题”，特别被我所关注这样咯！
还有一点就是9号牌！
9号在这里有着结束的意义！
所以，总的来说就是会同事讨论还是结束些之间不愉开的事件！
这样解啦！
哈哈~~

haiz...
今天开始了解，做人是不能自私的！
不喜欢也不能死死说“不”。
因为怎样都好，都必须顾及别人的感受及朋友和朋友之间的感受!
很复杂？
哈哈！！！
总觉得朋友跟朋友之间斗气，最终被夹在中间的朋友会受罪！
所以都必须顾及其他人的感受！哈哈~~